Mixed

Written before we left, but this is how it felt:

Life is such a mixed bag.

I'm stronger than I thought I was. (yay!)

Studying anything makes me understand that I do not know very much.  :(

I'm not very acclimated to the heat, so I hope hope I do ok outside...
I'm not very good at drinking water - this I can change.  :)

A few minutes ago, I looked at a pic of the Hunter 29' that we will be on, and got really excited.
And... then, remembered how much I have to learn.

I'm sure I'll need lots of practice and that I will need encouragement.

What if I tip over?

What if I can't learn sailing?
Ok, there's some anxiety there.

A lot of travelling dreams hinge on this week.
I'm determined.
I'm stronger than I thought I was.

Life is such a mixed bag.